da siLLy whiRLy mE

sillyjazzy

i absolutely get it.....

i somewhat think telai was right.... her honest opinion was that, i look like someone who doesn't know anything other than "igat-igat" or in other words manlandi....which was baffling.... but it validates what's currently happening to me and all my recent guy encounters.... fart's opinion was stated flatteringly... that i was hot...and that i exude sexiness... which, if you think clearly about it, is somewhat parallel with telai's opinion.....or am i just being paranoid.... i admit i engage in that "igat-igat" thing BEFORE....discreetly... or so.... but i've changed.... because i don't have a night life already and i now devote my time and self to NURSING!!!! and to say that all i know is manlandi is quite degrading.... I HAVE MY WITS FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!!! I HAVE MY BRAIN HERE!! A consistent honor student in high school...graduated with honors...in addu!!! honor student in elementary... remarkable marks in college....here in silliman... teatro ateneo member.... geesh!! im not a nerd though....DO I NEED TO WEAR THOSE THICK EYEGLASSES TO ERASE THAT "malandi" part of me....which you think eats up my whole being???

am i really that type of girl?? i'm actually looking for something..... something serious...and FOR REAL!!! bakit ang hirap hanapin nun???!!!! it all turns out to be just some obnoxious game.... as always... i'm tired of playing those things.... it's choking... i give chances.. but turns out pareho parin..... they are all the same.... i'm just ONE OF THEM..... of your girls.... i feel so bad....ganito pala ang tingin ng mga tao saken..... ayoko na......na you'll just ditch me for someone... or make me believe that you 're  single but ur not.... or just leave me to go with your other friend and just don't paramdam at all....that i'll just be some pampalipas oras.... that's sad... and pathetic..... that's me....

i give up.......

i love being single.....

i don't need any of you....

damn guy species.......

sillyjazzy

probably my classmates are all cramming to study for the quiz later....wtf!!

imagine?? me?? STUDYING FOR SUMMER!!!

i want my life back!!!!!

potang nursing naman kase to!!!!

walang kinikilalang break.....

di alam ang meaning ng FUN....

POTA!!!!

such a misery.....

i badly want to join my family having their vacation right now...

hai loser!!!!!

sillyjazzy

just this time.......

GIVE ME SUMTHIN REAL...

PLEASE....

sillyjazzy

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SCORPIO: The Freak in Bed
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! AMAZING IN BED..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna -CENSORED- with...u might end up crying... The most irresistible. Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkative. Erotic. Smart. Loves sports. Gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost

VIRGO: The Lover
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LIBRA: The Bitch
Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

ARIES: The Sexiest
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to MESS with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

AQUARIUS: the strongest
Trustworthy. Sexy. professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the hell out of you. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. perfect.

GEMINI: passionate
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LEO: wild in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at a lot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

CANCER: Most Amazing Kisser
Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES: The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

CAPRICORN: THE BEST IN BED
Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

TAURUS: The sex addict
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...u no!..... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to MESS with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

SAGITTARIUS. The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Most caring person you will ever meet! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost

sillyjazzy

so the chase is over.

it's not that i don't want it anymore.

it's just that, it's not right....even from the start.

so i'm free.

from the guilt.

and dissonance.

tahtah!

sillyjazzy

ang nahihibang na puso, kahit na ang pinakamatalinong utak, 'di yan mapapasunod.....

walang hanggan ang pagpapa-uto ang kaya nyan tagalan....

pero pag natauhan yan sorry ka nalang....

SORRY KA NALANG

DAHIL SA BANDANG HULI, MAPAPA-ISIP KA.....ANG LAKI PALA NG IYONG PINAKAWALAN!!!!

ang lupit talaga..... habulan dun habulan dito...sa lahat yata ng aspect habulan..... ayoko na....

sillyjazzy

i'm tired of waiting.....

i hope you realize that...

yah..i like you...but it doesn't mean you have to treat me this way...

two days mo na akong pinaghintay dude!!!!

hey.....i JUST LIKE YOU... not LOVE.... i won't be willing to do everything just for you....

you piss me off!!!! for today...and yesterday!!!

well...i guess.... i have to eat my pre-statements....

sige na...gaguhin mo pa ako.......

ANG TANGA KO!!!

sillyjazzy

i don't understand how people create their own standards in putting WORTH to people..... it's like a person is worth something because they have the brains or the money or the body or the virginity or the nice clothes or the prestige or whatsoever!!!

aaaaaarrrrgggghhh

oh well...turn off ka na saken.... i get it.... kahit na sinabe mo you won't judge me.... eh there u go.... you didn't "judge" me nga but u left me.....

ang saya.....

sorry pero ganun ako eh.... i smoke i drink i get drunk i party...but you know too well that i study that i'm good..... and that i'm capable of loving and being true.....

YOU JUDGED ME!!!!

I LIKED YOU...

BUT....   pareho takbo ng dugo natin eh.... i'm as stinky as you are... kaya iniwan mo na ako.... okey lang...

SANAY NA AKO JAN PARE!!!!

IT'S YOUR LOSS....

sillyjazzy

na-shock ako kagabe....SOBRA....after having coffee with aubrey i went walking around town with my YAGIT outfit.... tas dumating na nga ako sa destination ko....i went in and bought some kababuyan supplies.... while i queued up i noticed a familiar guy sa labasan staring and smoking.... hai shet!!! siya nga.... let's just name him VOMIT...... siya nga... hhhhmmm... he was quite a history.... isa xa sa mga nanggago saken....mabuti nalang it never became US.... so un na.... i just waved at him with my maldita face..tas after ko nagbayad, in hopes of not having an awkward conversation with him, i went back again to check on something daw.... pero parang inevitable na magka-usap kame...so un lumabas nalang ako....at ayun nga....simula na ang chikahang ewan..... naalala pa pala niya na me utang siya....haha ung pregnancy test nung gf niya..ung gf niyang ipinagpalit niya saken...ung haiskul....haha hai.... thinking about it, MASYADONG MUNDANE!!! Eh un...si vomit... nagssummer job pala siya.... para makabili ng cellphone...kase nawala fone niya tas mas inuna pa niya ung pgbuy ng PSP kesa phone.... oh well....

eh si other guy naman...tawagin nalang natin siyang WAITING.... i'm in LIKE with him.... i'm scared nga kase baka i'll fall....i'm getting too cLingy narin..... eh kase mejo nasasanay na ako na everyday ko siya kasama...kase kaya niyang sumabay sa mga trip ko....tas we keep each other company...pero... i was thinking din na baka bading siya...kase...ala lang.... pero sobrang ok siya.... bf material.... i can't even say that we're dating.... we just keep each other company.....i like him so..... *sigh*

eh ung isa naman....si TURN OFF.... ayun...turn off parin siya saken.... pero bahala siya..... if ever....if ever.... if ever lang talaga na magkikita kame ulit pag-uwi ko ng davao after summer classes.... i'll make sure magsisisi siya... and i'll make sure he would regret every bit of what he did....so see him.....infairness... na-miss ko mga text pati lambing niya.... *sigh*

so eto ako ngayon...... parating iniiwan...... parating pinagpapalit..... hai